Thanks Be to God!!

I just want to Praise God for what he is teaching us on sundays about Humility and pride. God had point out pride in my life when i didnt know, Like "I am the best in what I do" stuff like that. But I just thank God for Pastor that sunday for sharing that to everyone. Im in daily need of the Spirit of God. Daily need of the Humility and Love of God. I use to think i was a big shot, now before the master I am nothing. Thank God for Christ, for what he has done in others and in me. Thank God that daily his Spirit is moving on the ones who draw near ( and the ones don't) I love my God, I love my Savior, I love all 3 in one... God is Great and Greatly to be Praise!!
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Back to the Cross By Watchman Nee

I was really bless by this and thought i should share this to all the readers!

Back to the Cross

WE ARE IN THE LAST HOURS of this dispensation. The hand of the clock is approaching the hour of twelve. It is the dark hour of midnight, but the darkest hour is just before the dawn. The Church is rapidly drifting into a state of apostasy, further and further away from God. Dark forces have been liberated which are producing as evil an effect upon the Church as upon the world.

The Cross of Christ is the light that will illuminate the present darkness. We need a fresh revelation of sin, for it is through sin that we have lost our way, and it is through Christ's death on the Cross that we are won back and restored to God. See I Peter 3: 18—"Christ...hath once suffered for sins...that He might bring us to God." The reason why many lose the sense of the sinfulness of sin is that they get away from the reality of Christ's atoning death, for it is only at the Cross that we get a vision of the depths and misery of sin.
Calvary is a revelation of man's hatred to God's authority—a hatred which manifested itself in the blackest, darkest deed ever committed. We are told that the Cross is the "Touchstone of Faith"; that is blessedly true! but it is also true that it is the criterion of the human heart. It reveals man in his true character. The Church has lost sight of the Cross, and has therefore lost sight of the awfulness of sin. She has wandered from the place where sin is seen in God's light, and where the soul is led to cry out, "I have crucified my Lord." What astonishes one in these days is the sin in the Church. How awful it is that Christians can sin and be unmoved by it! God's people are sinning—sinning in the heart, sinning in the mind, sinning in the pulpit, sinning in the pew,—sinning in spite of Calvary and of all that the Bible reveals of the horror and degradation of sin! Child of God! go back to Calvary and take the sinner's place. Let the Cross melt the hardness and cause the tears to flow.

a Cry in the night

My heart's cry is to seek after the face of God.
I want to know him.
I want to be where he wants me to be
Change me O God, for you alone are the only one that can do it.
I hate what you hate, and love what you love.
I dont want to fall alway from you.
Help me Lord.
Here am I
I cant run from you
I cant Hide from you
One way or another you are there and you see every part of me.
Forgive me for doing it on my own.
All i dd was break your heart.
wash me clean
Take me in
Teach me your ways.
Burn every part of my self and my works until there nothing left
Fill me with your self OGod.
I am yours.

Wrost day in my life!

going through a hard time right now. i'll talk later

We are the Lord's

We are the Lord's; His all sufficient merit,
Sealed on the cross, to us this grace accords.
We are the Lord's and all things shall inherit;
Whether we live or die, we are the Lord's.

We are the Lord's; then let us gladly tender
Our souls to Him in deeds, not empty words.
Let heart and tongue and life combine to render
No doubtful witness that we are the Lord's.

We are the Lord's; no darkness brooding o'er us
Can make us tremble while this star affords
A steady light along the path before us -
Faith's full assurance that we are the Lord's.

We are the Lord's; no evil can befall us
In the dread hour of life's fast loosening cords;
No pangs of death shall even then appall us.
Death we shall vanquish, for we are the Lord's

My Testimony (part 1)

I feel in my heart that most of us christian have not really handed our lives over to Christ 100%. I havn't gave my all to Jesus, I know y, Its because of the cares of the world. Look, God loves when we have a good time and enjoy our day. I'm not talking about that. What i'm talking about is we as christian still have our parts of our lives in this world. I was going through Hell this Month only because God wanted me to STOP trying to live for him. What I mean is. we trying so hard to overcome sin in our will power. Some how, my way was starting to take PLACE IN MY HEART AND NOT GOD. I was fighting temptation, and battling with my thoughts. My flesh wasn't happy ay all. But everytime fight in my own power.... i would fall in to sin. Just like that.... I thought i could fight sin and Satan on my own. WHAT WAS I THINKING!!!!!! i would fall than get up again so many times....Than God stop me and told me that " I CAN NEVER LIVE FOR HIM IN MY ON POWER AND FIGHT SIN, SATAN, AND MY FLESH in my own strenght. I will AWAYS lose that battle." God also to told me that, the only u will win the battle is through my Son Jesus, Who ALREADY WON FROM BECAUSE OF THE CROSS. " I was still living under the old covenant ( agreement with God and man), what i needed to do was get in the NEW COVENANT ( agreement with God and his Son Jesus)....the only way i can get to the new covenant is to asknowledge that there is no good thing in me and i can NEVER do any good thing in my own strenght. ONLY CHRIST CAN DO IT. I had to come as a dead man to the cross, and in every battle i go through. i had to understand that theres is only victory in Jesus...... JESUS, JESUS, JESUS, JESUS, JESUS, JESUS, JESUS..........Sin has no power over me and anyother believer that is IN CHRIST...AS soon as this word got DEEP into my heart...... IT HIT ME HURT!!!!!! i was soooo happy that Jesus took my all my sins and gave me power through the HOLY SPIRIT to overcome them too. No longer it was about me and trying to find a way to overcome my sins and my flesh, But only through Christ.......... My way to life will led me to death..... But through Jesus is life and life everlasting........If we still walk in will and way, that we are NOT in Christ!!!...... in Christ is EVERYTHING THING WE NEED.... it took me to the end of my self to think about this..... but i know one thing... God ANWSER MY PRAYER...... ( i told God i want to die and for Him to live in my 100%) i didn't want to be lukewarm or cold But HOT FOR JESUS...... and that what i got..... a soul onfire 4 him...... now i pray that God would keep me in the word, in prayer and in him presence..... And God is doing it Through the Holy Spirit..... I never have to back-slide, as long as i stay in his presence....the world will fade away but the Christ in me will NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS A ONFRIE CHRISTIAN.....SOLD OUT FOR THE KING of kings... Thank u for reading.... God Bless..... God can be made really in ur life if u only give up urs.

Joy Unspeakable

I have found His grace is all complete,
He supplieth ev'ry need;
While I sit and learn at Jesus' feet,
I am free, yes, free indeed.

Chorus

I have found the pleasure I once craved,
It is joy and peace within;
What a wondrous blessing! I am saved
From the awful gulf of sin.

Chorus

I have found that hope so bright and clear,
Living in the realm of grace;
Oh, the Savior's presence is so near,
I can see His smiling face.

Chorus

I have found the joy no tongue can tell,
How its waves of glory roll!
It is like a great o'erflowing well,
Springing up within my soul.

Chorus

It is joy unspeakable and full of glory,
Full of glory, full of glory,
It is joy unspeakable and full of glory,
Oh, the half has never yet been told.

The Old Paths of Jamel's Life

I miss the old times. The people i use to hangout with back in high school. All the people who gave their lives over to the Lord. I miss the old youth group back at Times Square Church, When i was in the world I never had any good friend (well because they are not saved..duh), But when i gave my heart over to Jesus, God show me some friends that had a passion for Him. My teacher, (the one who was bold to speak about Christ in schools) LaRon, ( the one who never was fearful ant anything, He would talk to gangs about Christ and God would bless him) and Patrick ( Also hold christian clubs in my high school and talk to teens with problem about Christ). When i got saved I just join LaRon and talk to the gangs thats was in my school... it was awesome. I never back down, I never talk their head of, but God use me as i abide IN HIM! And to tell you the truth, this is how i got "Jsupfamily" My screen name & email address. Jsup means all about Jesus or Christ all ways first... and family means we "Christ body" are all in this together as 1. So there you go.
But anyway, I miss those time where my teacher would bring the gospel to the kids in my high school and they get saved, She had a van that she drives with to church the can fit 7 people, some how we was able to fit about 12 people in there. haha

Every friday and sunday, all 12 of us would drive to church and hang out, and she would drive all of us back home... awesome.
but the bad new to all of that is, most of them turn their backs on God and went back into the world. Me watching that was very sad, at some point i wanted to join them. By because of God i didn't and i'm Glad that i stayed.

God was moving at that time and is STILL moving, I miss those days and i want those days to come back. Now I here in PA and things are great, but it would be awesome if we was ready to be use by God. Don't you want to be used?
Well BE YE READY!

So yeah, I miss the old days. But don't worry... we will bring back the old paths.

Prayer

I cry for your Mercy O God
Forgive me Lord for making you cry
I never want to be the same again
Holy Spirit, Kill me
Take way the very darkness with my heart
I have fallin
My eyes can't see
My ears can't hear
I can't even say a word
I have turn my back on you
and ran to the darkness
My heart is evil
My mind is not of Christ
But i see your light from a far
I see you standing there calling my name
You say "Come back, Turn from your evil ways, repent, and i will wash you"

I need to be use by you
I want to be use by you
Kill everything that is of me until nothing is left
Burn everything of this world and the flesh

I'm falling away from you
Please Lord, Don't me go.
You are my heart. if you go the i die
Forgive me Lord and have mercy
I am yours
Here am I
Change me
Mold me
Break me
Make me
Do what ever you want with me.
I am yours

Man UP!!

I was thinking about what i need to do next. I mean as is my life, I took the first big step by moving here. God was calling me to move over here in Pa to live with a church family. Through moving here God has Bless me with many stuff, Like food, stuff to wear, a job, and a car. I was going to a lil problem with worrying, because through those blessing each one God was testing my trust on him to be faithful to me. I would worry about money, then God comes through and help me find one with a great brother in the Lord. I would worry about getting to point A to point B, then God comes through by speaking to another great friend in the Lord, He give it over to me because God put it in his heart. NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm at a place where i'm looking for a place of my own. I would have to pray about it big time, only because i have a dog that i'm not willing to give up. The dog is not really a big problem, I would have to really think about a 2nd job to get a nice place and keep my loving dog. Well as you know, I will never stop believing that God will see me through. If God want me to give up my dog then i'm content with it but i will like to keep him... God is all way faithful and we need to be content (Phil 4:11).

So i'm going to take this to prayer. REAL MEN PRAY!!!! pray is where i take my weakness to have have God's strength...

Pray for me! Thanks

A Cry from a Believer, and a anwser from The Lord

One night, a simple cry came from a longing heart.
There wasn't tears running down his eyes
But tears running down from within his heart.

He was longing for God to lead Him to a deeper walk in Christ
A walk that is more than just prayer
A walk that is more than just reading the word
A walk that is more than just fasting
More than just going to church 2 or 3 times a week

This walk was being in the very presence of God
Every Morning
Every Afternoon
Every Night
Everywhere He went.
That God can call him and talk to him at anytime of the day, hour, and minute.
Nothing can take his ear from hearing the sweet voice of the Lord.

This is His cry

Help me Lord to know your way
Help me Lord to have a clear mind
Help me Lord to be serious and never play
Help me Lord to know when i seek, i will find.
Help me Lord to Stand even when it very dark
Help me Lord to know that your love for me will NEVER be pulled apart.
In Jesus name Amen!

“Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver him;
I will set him on high, because he has known My name.
He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble;
I will deliver him and honor him.
With long life I will satisfy him,
And show him My salvation.” Psalm 91:14-16

Do you Have the Heart & Mind of God?

I thank God for giving me the mind of Christ. God has been so good to me. What is life without Christ?

Is it fun with many games to play?
Is it joyful, a place you would love to stay?
Why live to have fun if you die the next day?
Do you Gain something from this world?
Can you keep anything you have?

I've learn something on this cruise
You gain everything you want, and at the end, you still lose!
The Lord showed me something about this world, even the people on this boat...even my family.

this is what he said!

I give them Christ, My son, (the only true life) and they turn Him down for 5 mins of fun at the bar.
I give them Christ, My son, (the only way) and they turn Him down to find a another way to make them self feel, smell, look good!
I give them Christ, My son, (the TRUTH) and they say in their hearts...what is truth? everything is a lie!

I have a deep passion for prayer!
I have a deep passion for the Word!
I have a love for the lost souls on this boat and for the world!
My heart long to see God move on the lost.
My eyes are open to see what God see!
My ears can hear the cry of the land!
And my heart is on the same beat as the Lord. I can feel His pain.

WE NEED TO STAND UP AND PRAY!

ITS TIME TO TAKE A STAND FOR CHRIST!

From darkness into His Light!

This is the first day I'm back. I left this morning from Pa to go on a cruise with my family. I hate boats after that one movie Titanic, when the boat got hit with a iceberg and everyone died but like 200 people... lol But I will get into that later, On my way down to the city i was sleeping, In my sleep i felt darkness over me. I didn't know what it was until i open my eyes to see. It was NYC! I call it "The Hell Hole" So many sinners in one place, But I'm glad for Churches like T.S.C. (Times Square Church )and other that are in Christ. God has raise up a light in this dark place to seek and saved the lost. I was once in darkness living in the city of NY, but I'm glad that Christ came and saved me, Made me into a new person, wash me and made me white and new. I thank God that his Son Jesus took my place on the cross, so that today i will point the Glory to Him and Him alone. Everything I do now is for Christ. I live to please Him, I am His Bondslave.

My Goal now is to let Christ shine through my life to a lost and dying world. I will be His hands and feet. I am His forever. Amen