My Testimony (part 1)

I feel in my heart that most of us christian have not really handed our lives over to Christ 100%. I havn't gave my all to Jesus, I know y, Its because of the cares of the world. Look, God loves when we have a good time and enjoy our day. I'm not talking about that. What i'm talking about is we as christian still have our parts of our lives in this world. I was going through Hell this Month only because God wanted me to STOP trying to live for him. What I mean is. we trying so hard to overcome sin in our will power. Some how, my way was starting to take PLACE IN MY HEART AND NOT GOD. I was fighting temptation, and battling with my thoughts. My flesh wasn't happy ay all. But everytime fight in my own power.... i would fall in to sin. Just like that.... I thought i could fight sin and Satan on my own. WHAT WAS I THINKING!!!!!! i would fall than get up again so many times....Than God stop me and told me that " I CAN NEVER LIVE FOR HIM IN MY ON POWER AND FIGHT SIN, SATAN, AND MY FLESH in my own strenght. I will AWAYS lose that battle." God also to told me that, the only u will win the battle is through my Son Jesus, Who ALREADY WON FROM BECAUSE OF THE CROSS. " I was still living under the old covenant ( agreement with God and man), what i needed to do was get in the NEW COVENANT ( agreement with God and his Son Jesus)....the only way i can get to the new covenant is to asknowledge that there is no good thing in me and i can NEVER do any good thing in my own strenght. ONLY CHRIST CAN DO IT. I had to come as a dead man to the cross, and in every battle i go through. i had to understand that theres is only victory in Jesus...... JESUS, JESUS, JESUS, JESUS, JESUS, JESUS, JESUS..........Sin has no power over me and anyother believer that is IN CHRIST...AS soon as this word got DEEP into my heart...... IT HIT ME HURT!!!!!! i was soooo happy that Jesus took my all my sins and gave me power through the HOLY SPIRIT to overcome them too. No longer it was about me and trying to find a way to overcome my sins and my flesh, But only through Christ.......... My way to life will led me to death..... But through Jesus is life and life everlasting........If we still walk in will and way, that we are NOT in Christ!!!...... in Christ is EVERYTHING THING WE NEED.... it took me to the end of my self to think about this..... but i know one thing... God ANWSER MY PRAYER...... ( i told God i want to die and for Him to live in my 100%) i didn't want to be lukewarm or cold But HOT FOR JESUS...... and that what i got..... a soul onfire 4 him...... now i pray that God would keep me in the word, in prayer and in him presence..... And God is doing it Through the Holy Spirit..... I never have to back-slide, as long as i stay in his presence....the world will fade away but the Christ in me will NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS A ONFRIE CHRISTIAN.....SOLD OUT FOR THE KING of kings... Thank u for reading.... God Bless..... God can be made really in ur life if u only give up urs.